I can't even take a shower without fighting tears. The tears overtake me at 2am when I can't sleep. But crying doesn't help. It only gives me a head ache.
I am so fragile. This is why I am secret. The words of my friends have so much power. I held it at bay for a while. But my son got sick. I stayed home with him for four days. Just me and him for four days straight, and it caught up with me. It caught me.
I have recovered from this before. I can recover from this again.